First a little about Jonathan Michael Brewer. he goes by Mike. He is 21 years old looks very young (around 15 to 17). He is about 5 7 and 135 pounds, he has brown eyes, and hair. He is a very outgoing person once you get to know him. He was in the Airforce for a few years. He is a good writer, and good poet. I feel that he is also very smart.
But sorry girls he is taken by a someone. And she is a great wife, And they had a kid.
Mikes boy which is named Darryn, was born on September 5, 2003. He was 6 pounds 3 ounces, and was 20 inches long, and cute, with a full head of brown hair.
This is Mike
This is Mikes new boy, Darryn
is like life without air
i hope you love me
as i love that you hope i do as well
feeling words from your lips
softly against my face
brings to life a feeling
that i never knew how to embrace
but when your near me
all the doubt subsides
and all my hope falls together with my love
the love i have for you
they echo thru the halls of my soul
crying out for something they will never have
longing, hoping, praying, pleading
but no one answers
for sounds cannot peirce thru the armor
the wall i built around myself
protecting me from evil and from good
hoping that i'll never hear the words
feel the echo thru my heart
and know that what you are saying
is goodbye....
who will finish this race
not me for my mind has left me
no brain but not stupid
no mind but not insane
so i will beat everyone
they all try so hard
try to be dumb
no one ever opens their eyes
they never see the world around them
only see the cloud of their confusion
cloud of their hate
but me i move beyond that
i move beyond time itself
for i am the one who will never win
for i am the one who races with their heart
not with their humanity
my soul suffers
longing for your embrace
the emotions the touches
everything i think of as love
you gave to me without asking
you gave me your hand
and i gave you my heart
all the things that truly matter in life
i now see in your eyes
and with the coming of my unborn child
and the love of my wife
no longer will my soul suffer in the darkness
that is known as loneliness
as i watch your soul slip away
tears fall like rain on a dry desert
as they roll down my face
so long has it been since i've cried
and so long has it been since i've had a true reason to
why couldn't god spare you to me
if only for a few minutes longer
long enough for me to say my peace
say the things that i should have said
and to take back all the things i didn't mean to say
but what if's are like the stars
to many to count and not enough time
if only another second mom
i would have told you i am sorry
and that i love you
but this dream is my reality
all the things real
i cannot feel
the touch the love and the hate
i am above it all
emotionless do i stand
at the end of the earth
with only my scars and tears
burnt into my flesh
the pain and sorrow my soul suffers
for deeds done in a past life
i have to much pain for one so young
all the times i knocked on death's door
but he didn't want me yet
so i await at the door
hoping he will open it soon
so all my pain will stop
and i will pay for my sins
in the fiery depths of hell
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